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  WHEN I GOT MARRIED TO MY HUSBAND I CAME ACROSS TO A FACT THAT PEOPLE DO THINK ALL THE TIME ,IRRESPECTIVE OF WEATHER THEY WANT IT OR NOT ,THEY JUST THINK NON STOP EVEN DURING IN SLEEP. HUMAN MIND IS AMAZING AND IT INTRUIGE ME TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HUMAN PSYCHE,HUMANS ARE  WONDERFUL CREATION OF THE UNIVERSE OR GOD .WE HAVE COME SO FAR INTERMS OF SCIENTIFIC DEVELOPMENT,TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCEMENT,MATERIAL SCINECE ETC ,BUT WHEN IT COMES TO PEACE AND HAPPINES, WE AE THE MOST FEARFUL AND UNHAPPY GENERATION OF ALL TIME.  IT IS THE TIMETO PONDER UPON THE CAUSE OF OUR UNHAPPINESS,RESTLESSNESS.IT TAKES COURAGE TO DIG WITHIN AND SEE YOURSELVES WITH SO MUCH OF FAULTS.NO LONGER DID I SEE MYSELF WITH THAT PEACEFUL STAE OF MIND.HOWEVER AS I CHILD LIFE SEEMD TO BE MORE PEACFUL BUT AS WE GROW EXTERNALLY,SOMETHING OR THE OTHER CHANGES INTERNALLY TOO.IT JUST THAT WE FORGET TO NOTIVE THAT CHANGE. WE START THINKING TOO MUCH AND WE THINK IT IS ABSOLUTLEY FINE TO THINK. WE FEEL ALIVE WHEN WE REMAI...

💖💖 I was working as assistant professor in an university in India, my usual job was to take lectures and guide them. Teaching is something that enriches me, fills me with great satisfaction's was enjoying doing what I was doing but after 10 years suddenly a feeling of worthlessness started creeping in within my mindset. I started feeling this is not what I want to do more. this sudden change in my feelings, thoughts forced me to take a break . So I decided to resign from my post and take a sabbatical a period where I can do what I actually want to do. But who knew what I wanted to do with my career choices .Therefore I decided to ponder over this and started looking for answers. what next I find myself again falling for teaching but this time not to university or college students but to school students preparing for competitive exam .soon I realize this is not my desire this desire was penetrated in to my mind through my husband he thought I would be able to do this job diligentl...

Facing Anxiety? Here’s What You Should Know (And How Medicines Can Help) “Anxiety does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, but only empties today of its strength.” — Charles Spurgeon What Is Anxiety? Anxiety is more than just worry or stress. It’s an unpleasant emotional state that brings uneasiness, discomfort, and fear about something in the future—whether known or unknown. While a certain level of anxiety is normal and even helpful in our daily lives (like preparing for an exam or meeting a deadline), excessive or persistent anxiety may indicate a deeper problem that needs professional attention. A Real-Life Story: When Anxiety Becomes Overwhelming While working at a college, I met a bright B.Tech 3rd-year student . He often seemed distressed. Curious and concerned, I approached him. He opened up about his ongoing fears about the future —some clear, others vague. He cried, felt helpless, and admitted that counseling hadn’t helped him much. I suggested that he see a psychiatrist ...

Journey of Knowing Him – A Journey of Knowing Myself “The journey of knowing him was actually a journey of knowing myself – in his light.” A few years ago, when I met my husband, neither of us had heard of this remarkable guru called Osho . Our introduction to him was almost accidental—yet destined. When my husband began his career as a researcher at a university in India, he once stumbled upon a book in the library titled "Sambhog Se Samadhi" by Osho. Curious, he came home and said, “You have to read this. The title alone is enough to spark something in you.” At the time, the internet wasn’t as accessible as it is today. Watching Osho’s videos was a luxury. All I could do was read scattered opinions online—most of them calling him controversial, yet undeniably influential. That made me even more curious. Most of you may have heard the name "Osho" —formerly known as Acharya Rajneesh . He is one of the most revolutionary spiritual teachers the world has seen. He w...

 Paranoid is a state of mind wherein person sees things from a very narrow, negative and Victim mindset. Being paranoid means you are not seeing this as they are but putting on glasses of previous experience all the time ,thinking that you have been victimized of each and every situation.Everyone around you wants to take advantage of you,wants to torture you ,exploits you in every possible way But deep down the person knows it's not true.thats the reason they never take responsibility of their actions,failures,sufferings,and pain . They tend to take advice from others not actually to get clarity on their part simply because they are unable to take full responsibility of their deed .paranoid people are so afraid that their prejudice makes them weak to own their responsibility. These people always need support system.They are so fearful that makes them people pleasure They make themselves so vulnerable that screwed people sometimes takes advantage of them.That sir the reason Paranoid...

A Journey Within: How Meditation Changed My Life Meditation brings clarity. It grounds us in the present moment, offering focus, peace, and a sense of deep connection with ourselves. While most of us are aware—at least a little—of its benefits, today, I want to take you deeper. I want to share my personal story—how meditation found me, shaped me, and led me on a journey of self-discovery. Let’s travel back in time, together. The Seeds of Stillness As a child, I was introduced to the world of temples, silence, and devotion through my grandmother. She was deeply spiritual and often visited temples—sometimes even traveling beyond our city to visit more renowned shrines. I would tag along with excitement, not just for the travel but for the feeling those sacred places stirred within me. Slowly, I began developing a natural inclination toward saints, meditation centers, and spiritual places. In 2008, I left my city for further studies. I moved to a small town called Dwarahat in the Almora ...

    UNDRSTANDING DEPERESSION: symptoms, risk   and how to cope up   with it Content: overview, introduction, types of depression, signs and symptoms, treatment Are you not feeling peaceful ,happy instead of having everything in life ?? I can totally understand this feeling as I am living with my depressed partner. He is been struggling with depression past two years .I compleletly understand how your life takes a sharp turn and things become really tiresome. In this post we will be learning together more about this condition and find ways to get out of it. You might have so many questions related to this mental condituion hwere in this post we will be trying to answers your questions. Introduction:   Depression is a very common mental health disorder that causes a persistent or continuous feeling of sadness and changes in how you think, sleep, eat and act. As reported by WHO ,there are several different types. Such as bipolar depression, postpartum d...

  What is mind?? - May 02, 2025 What inspires our mind What is Brahma?? Can it be known? The knowledge of God takes us to the hidden source in our experiences from where our thoughts begin Can we see eyes only when there is light of consciousness in them? But where does this consciousness come from? All this is manifested by Brahma but everything is manifested by this Kenyasad tells that Brahma gives the power to see the soul and fills the mind with the speed of thoughts The meaning of every word is the same as that of the soul which is visible in the witness form when the seeker experiences it that this consciousness is the witness of all our experiences and there is no information which you can understand. Brahma cannot be known through intellectual knowledge, it is revealed only when the seeker makes complete dedication During moments of meditation, I have this feeling that neither I am thinking nor I am in the mind, I am Brahma by myself. What inspires our mind Wha...

Travelling is Healing: A Journey Through Places and Emotions There’s something magical about travel—it doesn’t just take us to new places, it takes us deeper within ourselves. This isn’t just a story of trains, taxis, temples, or mountains. It’s about the quiet transformation that happens when a young girl begins to discover the world—and herself—one journey at a time. A Village That Felt Like Home As a child, the thought of traveling to my maternal village in Uttarakhand filled me with excitement. The village was small but enchanting, surrounded by nature and filled with genuine, warm-hearted people. It wasn’t far—just a 15-minute drive followed by a 30-minute walk through the hills. Though the trek was exhausting, the joy of reaching my Nani’s house—where my grandparents, uncles, aunts, and cousins waited—always gave me the energy to walk faster than even my mother. We visited often, and each time my mother carried sweets, cookies, jaggery, and fruits for our relatives. Our vacations...

  HEY DEAR I AM 32 YEARS OLD WOMEN FEELING LOST, DIRECTIONLESS ,DISSAPOINTED BUT HOPING TO GET INNER LIGHT FOR MY SELF SOON. IF YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE WHO IS GOING THROUGH THE SAME FEELING. LET ME JOIN IN................ FEW YEARS AGO I WAS A DIFFERENT PERSON USED TO LAUGH ,GIGGLE,STAY ALWAYS ENERGETIC,POSITIVE ,AND MOSLTY MOTIVATED.I USED TO DO MY DAILY CHORES ENERGETICALLY. BUT PAST 3 YEARS I HAVE THIS FEELING OF LOSSING CONTROL OVER MY LIFE, MY BODY ,HAVING A SENSE OF NOT LIKING WHAT I  USUALLY LIKE DOING.  I HAVE GIVEN CONSIDERABLE TIME THINKING ABOUT IT ,SHARING MY FEELINGS WITH MY PARTNER. LATELY I HAVE REALIXED THIS THIS IS NOTHING BUT MID LIFE CRISIS. SINCE I HAVE CROSSES 30 MY BODY IS BEHAVING IN DIFFERENT WAY ,HORMONES HAVE GONE HEYWIRE. I GOT MY HORMONES LEVEL CHECK UP AND I GOT TO KNOW THAT MY T3 ADN T4 LEVELS HAVE INCREASED, I CONSULT WITH MY DOCTOR AFTERTHAT AND SHARED WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH SHE TOLD ME THE IMPACT OF HORMONE IMBALANCE OVER OUR MIND AND BODY. ...

Meditation at Home: A Simple Guide to Healing and Focus In today’s fast-paced world, where everyone is constantly chasing something—money, success, relationships—we often forget one crucial thing: our mental peace . We sacrifice our calm, our clarity, and sometimes even our health for things that won’t matter if our mind is not in a good place. That’s where meditation comes in. This powerful practice is not just about sitting still—it’s about reclaiming your inner balance and improving your focus, awareness, and well-being. Here’s a step-by-step guide to help you get started with meditation—right from the comfort of your home. Step-by-Step Meditation Guide for Beginners 1. Find a Quiet and Comfortable Space Choose a peaceful place where you won’t be disturbed. Sit cross-legged on the floor, on a chair, or even lie down—whatever feels natural to you. 2. Set a Time Limit Start with a manageable duration. Even 10–15 minutes is enough when you’re just beginning. As you feel more comforta...