Journey of Knowing Him – A Journey of Knowing Myself

“The journey of knowing him was actually a journey of knowing myself – in his light.”

A few years ago, when I met my husband, neither of us had heard of this remarkable guru called Osho. Our introduction to him was almost accidental—yet destined.

When my husband began his career as a researcher at a university in India, he once stumbled upon a book in the library titled "Sambhog Se Samadhi" by Osho. Curious, he came home and said, “You have to read this. The title alone is enough to spark something in you.”

At the time, the internet wasn’t as accessible as it is today. Watching Osho’s videos was a luxury. All I could do was read scattered opinions online—most of them calling him controversial, yet undeniably influential. That made me even more curious.

Most of you may have heard the name "Osho"—formerly known as Acharya Rajneesh. He is one of the most revolutionary spiritual teachers the world has seen. He was far ahead of his time. He spoke of things no one dared to utter. He explored the deepest corners of human emotion and consciousness.

I was around 24 when I first encountered his name. At first, I was skeptical. Was he truly a spiritual master? Or just another flamboyant thinker?

Then, on my 25th birthday, a neighbor gifted me a book titled “Osho Talk” and another, “The Seven Secrets of Happiness.” I started reading, and soon, I wasn’t just learning about him—I was discovering myself.

Osho is not someone you can ignore. Whatever he says, he says with such clarity, conviction, and fearlessness that you can't help but reflect deeply.

Years passed, and then came the pandemic of 2020. Life hit a pause. In that stillness, I returned to Osho—this time watching his videos, his interviews, and reading his words. People asked him everything—from love and sex to God and death—and his answers were like poetry backed by deep insight.

I learned about famous Bollywood actor Vinod Khanna, who left his film career to serve Osho at his ashram in Oregon, USA. I was amazed to find that Sonu Nigam calls Osho his guru. Even Nawazuddin Siddiqui, the versatile actor, appreciates him. Acharya Prashant and others acknowledge his unmatched understanding of human psychology.

Osho had studied deeply—psychology, Buddhism, Jainism, Chinese philosophy, Indian scriptures—everything. During his time at Sagar University, he would sit near a river all night, meditating, studying, and returning at dawn. When his roommate asked where he went, Osho simply replied, “I study.”

After completing his studies, he began teaching. Then one day, he disappeared. When he returned years later, he was a transformed being. His knowledge was boundless—his presence, unbeatable.

People may judge him for controversies, but tell me—who in history hasn’t been criticized for speaking truths that made others uncomfortable? Right and wrong exist in all of us, but Osho’s impact has been deeply positive in many lives—including mine.

He understood the human mind like few others. He once said:

“Buddhi se gahra bhav hota hai, aur bhav se bhi gahra astitva hota hai.”

(“Emotion is deeper than intelligence, and deeper than emotion is existence itself.”)

I’ve studied many spiritual teachers, each one unique, each one touching my soul in different ways. But in this lifetime, Osho has remained a constant flame—ever-present, ever-luminous.

His words were born not from intellect, but from pure consciousness. That is why they continue to resonate. They feel true. They feel alive. They feel… undeniable.

"I hope you too will find your light—within.”

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